A DREAM

COMMEMORATEING OF ”A”

The night before yesterday I saw a dream that ”A” was at home again. She sut at her wheel chair and was like she was a little bit before she totally lost her memory and understanding ability, before she didn’t do much more than just sleep. 

At first I didn’t think about it but then suddenly I realised that she should be dead and started wonder how can she sit there.

I talked about that to her son who was trying to explain this to me. I said that we were her funeral but he still didn’t think it’s anything weird. I started to believe that this woman is actually not ”A”. I thought she’s someone else, just same looking woman but then again I didn’t know what to think. 

Anyway, her son wanted me to continue to taking care of this woman and so I did. I tried to forget about my suspiciousnes even I was so confused. I felt like I made an time travel from few years back! 

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Well, maybe this dream came because I’ve been missing ”A” lately. Now when I have time to think everything, (cause I don’t work so regularly), I have look back all of our funny moments and everything we got through. We experienced so much together…

STILL NO MORE WORKING HOURS

By the way, my bad luck at job searching still continues. I found a nice seeming job but surprise surprise…that woman did already promise the job either one of two people she did interview. Is there more unemployed or what? Earlier I got all care taking jobs right away. These days it seems like there’s more competition.

Take care and have a nice weekend!